Uneventful New Year '07 part 2
Fell asleep minutes before panda reached apple house to bring apple and baby to watch fireworks and countdown... Woke up at 12:47am horrified that i missed it, overslept and made panda wait for me for sooooooo long... That feeling was so frustrating, guilty, sad, sorry, dunno-wad-to-do all put together... It was such a heart-wringing (or gek sim) feeling, that apple missed that moment wif panda... It is like once u miss it, it's never going to come back again... Apple felt so lost...Right now, even if panda say that u dun blame me or not angry wif me, I still feel really bad inside, and there seems to be nothing I can do to make up for it, or to make myself feel better that I missed that moment wif u and its never going to come back again...
Yes, we do haf a lot of differences, sometimes more than our similarities I think... But I like to think that the differences brought us together even more... Somehow apple going to NS has made our outings more precious, but we (or either one of us) seem to become beri quick-tempered in the outings... Like x'mas eve oso...
Apple now in NS, cant call panda everyday, and the several-calls-a-day routine is even more impossible... We cant ask each other wad we're doing at the moment, and can't just not talk on the fone and listen to each other's background noise... Apple is homesick most of the time over in tekong, while panda at home would be missing apple... While apple would be occupied by the many things to do over there, panda shd be having a harder time trying to adapt to life without apple, and even getting worried about apple in ns...
We're both in beri bad mood right now, but apple hope that we can make it through this rough patch and be as happy as ever before... May the new year bring with it better times, especially in letting us adapt to life with apple in NS...
posted by gingin @ 10:51 AM
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