Panda Goin chalet cannot pei apple....
tmr is apple's book out day le,... but panda cannot meet apple cos got class chalet goin on... sad sad... Hmmm but we every weekend go out till so late so apple this week should rest well then treasure ur book out period more ba...
Very fast apple gonna pop out le... yeah.. then can enjoy the 2 weeks of block leave... so shuang.. After this week apple will only have 1/2 book outs left le... And apple have gone thru all the tortourous period le... Thinking back to the days when apple jux got enlisted, the first 2 weeks of confinment days were so unbearable for apple, panda, and panda baby. The extremely rainy whether during that time made panda miss apple even more then... Guess apple also had a hard time adjusting and also feel bad.. then panda and panda baby was more worried about apple...
haha very soon apple got more used to army life and panda also adjusted to life with apple in army.. Then came the field camp where panda had to part with apple for 2 weeks plus... These were probably the most unbearable period of our life... But looking back, apple have also benefitted a lot from army ba... Think now panda can see some changes in apple...
1. more independant,
2. can do things faster,
3. be more daring, talk louder,
4. drink water and eat faster..
5. become darker,
and most important:
6. Apple is now FITTER!!!! and panda still can't imagine apple running faster than me!!! Also apple got better built and got chest le!!!7. Last and most important, Panda love apple LOTTER and LOTTER and treasure our talk time and outings together!!.. Muarks!!! Jus now watched a small segment of a movie.. the guy and the ger were in a place very nice scenary.. then nobody around de... made panda also wan to go to some places where we can enjoy the rural life also.. can go malaysia dunno where or sme island wif apple... that would be soooo nice... The guy piggybacked the ger thru the plain grassland.. then at nite got firefly... they watched the moon and catch fireflies.... Made panda wan to be there wif apple also... How I wished we had the time and opportunity to go to such places... But when apple pop panda will be goin thru the most stressful and busy period of my life!!!! can can:(Miss apple lots,Panda and panda baby...
Bye Bye panda... Again...
Hmm jus my super long CNY break is ending le... Had a 4 day + break, but didn't get to spend much time wif panda, coz most of the time spent in Malaysia... At least got to see lotsa relatives and got lotsa ang pows, den make my grandma happy oso...
Next week panda got bday chalet, can't meet apple and baby on Saturday, shall try to make time on Sunday to meet, though it shd be quite rushed... Another book-in, although its only 3 days, but still a bit sad sad ba... Apple leg pain pain lei, dunno y so long le still pain... Think shall report sick again ba... Hopefully these few days or next week can fall sick...
Panda better get my fone back by next book out... Apple havent touch my fone for so long le... Later i forget how to use...
3 more days and apple will be let out again le... Holding on to the hope always... Muack muack...
Valentine’s Day Special –Confessions of Luv…
Today is V day again. Guess it’s the third Valentine’s Day panda is having wif apple? Hmm time really flies. Panda and Apple is approaching our fourth year of relationship le, and panda baby is already 3 ½ years old le… It started all so innocently on a irc chat. Panda was pretty new to the then SGboy and IRC then, and was as usual J looking for CG to chat chat wif on the IRC… then met apple online… The 45 months we spent together seemed to pass by so quickly. Apple was in Sec 3 then only, and panda was waiting admission to NUS. Apple has accompanied panda thru the 4 years of University life, making it so interesting. Apple have also gone thru numerous transitions over the years – from O-levels to JC life, then A level and now apple is in army le. Over these years we’ve gone thru so much joy and unforgettable moments. Our panple days were the most unforgettable – hotel stay in 1929, gallery, swissotel, scarlet, changi, sentosa tent, and not forgetting Hotel 81 ..hee hee.. Panda like to hug apple to sleep, and really hug hug tight tight hug hug long long before we go to sleep. Our daily phone conversations have made chatting with each other b4 we go to sleep a daily routine, and apple have become an integral part of panda’s life. Panda have a little secret, wanted to tell apple so a long time but didn’t had a chance to…. Hmmm panda didn’t expect our relationship to last so long also. Panda also dunno if I wan to have a AJ relationship and dunno how I can cope with the pressure from relatives and friends. During the first 1-2 years of our relationship, panda thot we can let go of each other after the ‘O’ levels cos panda didn’t wan apple to be affected for the “O”level. However, we have such great time together that panda couldn’t bear to let go. Why let go of the happiness and everything you are enjoying? When apple was in JC panda thot maybe can wait till ‘A’ levels end then apple wun be affected for the ‘A’ level…Now panda is getting more accepting to the AJ life and ever since apple went into NS, panda treasure apple even more.. when we go out or when we tok on the phone… Still remember that day when apple told panda we could be together forever at the marina bay, merlion there. Panda was lost for words then and wanted to say yes, but Panda also dunno what the future will be for two of us, and didn’t dare to make any promise.
Up till now panda has found out that we cannot do without each other and we might just go on forever, till we age? Panda also dunno what the future holds for us, guess we just have to go one step at a time and enjoy the time together, hope for good things to come ba… Just wanna say that since apple went into army, panda seem to miss and love apple lotter and lotter.. Panda is spending more time in skool and making myself so busy wif skool work. But occasionally when I’m walking or whenever it rains heavily, panda will think of apple, and remember the miserable days when apple jux got enlisted and its was also rainy seasons back then.. we have so little time together each week, see each other for a few hours only every week. But I guess those are what makes our moments together more precious and make us love each other lotter ba. Hope things will be better, definitely will de la.. after apple pop. Its just 4weeks left onli!!!
Panda wish Apple a Valentine’s Day and wish apple all the best for the ‘A’ levels results!! Panda love apple and panda baby much much!! Muarks!
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